I Mostly Copy Other People

Have you ever felt like your entire body was giving up? It hurts to move, breathe, and think. All you can do it be still and thoughtless, yet, its always on your mind. Nothing can pick you up and give you the energy you need. There are these insane butterflies in your somach that are not the good kind of butterflies. They linger and make you slightly sick. It is like you are nervous when you have nothing to worry about. Breathing becomes a chore. Even when you do finally manage to get a breath in, you are not satisfied. You have this weight on your shoulders and back that feels like the entire world is resting on you. And the worst thing about this is it is not going away.